Tea & Thyme

If vision is the only validation, then most of my life isn't real

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One must always be drunk.

Everything lies in that; it is the only question worth considering. In order not to feel the horrible burden of time which breaks your shoulders and bows you down to earth, you must intoxicate yourself without truce – but with what?

With wine, poetry, art? As you will; but intoxicate yourself.

And if sometimes upon the steps of a palace, or upon the green grass of a moat, or in the sad solitude of your own room, you awake – intoxication already diminished or disappeared – ask of the wind, of the wave, of the star, of the bird, of the clock, of all that flies, of all that groans, of all that rolls, of all that sings, of all that speaks – ask, what time is it? And the wind, the wave, the star, the bird, the clock, will answer you, “It is time to intoxicate yourself.” In order to escape from the slavish martyrdom of time, intoxicate yourself; unceasingly intoxicate yourself; with wine, or poetry, or art – as you will.

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Charles Baudelaire: Intoxicate Yourself (“Enivrez-vous” [1869] translation by Aleister Crowley.)

todays thankfulness list includes:
-my sister, who drove up for my birthday weekend
-vegetables and quinoa
-wine
-alone time to collect my thoughts and brainstorm!

today I am thankful for

  • black coffee & choc cinnamon banana pb smoothies
tearingdowndoors:

Fluorescent Monolith

Lately I can’t help but notice how much beauty is always all around us. The little pine trees defiantly growing in the middle of a marshy field, the cherry trees budding the most incredible pink and white flowers that line the streets, making delicious food with your best friends and enjoying eachothers company, soaking I’ll a little too much sun from spending your entire day outside. It’s one of the biggest clichés to say “it’s the little things that really matter”, but it really is the little things that reeeeeeally matter. And going with the flow-accepting things out of your control and trusting they happened that way for a reason. I promise if you can learn to practice this you’ll be the most relaxed. learn to recognize the incomprehensible ness of the world we live in as its own miracle and you will never be bogged down by seemingly mundane activities again.

had just a completely blissful weekend. Friday started with a full day riding the horses, a snowboard benefit auction at the local gallery (made me feel like such a grown up) to benefit the city arts center, followed by some of my most dear friends coming over to cook a delish dinner and graciously welcome the weekend in. So many candles, so much smoke, so many greens. Saturday we ventured down to the lake front and happened on the most serendipitous maple syrup truck giving away maple syrup on snow with a pickle (?), maple sugar candies and maple cotton candy. Needles to say it was incredible and we went back for thirds… We spent the rest of the afternoon wandering around the woods and enjoying lovely friends company. Saturday night I went out to dinner with my parents who were visiting for the night and ending the evening with Ben and Jerrys and the Hobbit. today I showed my parents the new barn and came home to my roommates piled on their balcony finger painting. we ended up making our way to campus to take full advantage of a sort of spring fest filled with lots of free food and tie dying. I’ve since been lounging on the couch, cleaning tack and making dinner to the most relaxing playlist. Hope you all have had just as magical a weekend!